This is a self portrait. A girl who has grown her wings in the realm of the three suns. Behind the pillars of otherworld in their strange shapes with strange formations there is a burning chalice on the right, and the fountain of youth flows over the hands of the maiden.
These are my drawings of The Priestess on the left and The Emperor on the right, of the Tarot deck of cards.
I Interpreted the Priestess as being spiritual, or intuitive, therefore she covers her eyes to see with her heart or her mind. The planets revolve around her, and the moon. This is to show she is not of the earthly realm.
A star governs her throat, which means she speaks from far away places.
The Emperor is depicted as a man of power, or a magician, who is called to action. Now is the time for aggressive action.
He is depicted on a throne with two sphinxes at his feet, the sphinxes represent a riddle or mystery and power is a riddle.
This is a new addition to my tarot deck The Cards Of Mystery. It features a girl on a three headed horse. Which represents the three aspects of body, mind and soul. Or the three aspects of the trinity, or the three levels of perception, physical sight, mental sight, spiritual sight.
An angel mysteriously plays the flute, luring one to the afterlife.
The God Hermes is kneeling before the trinity. Bringing a message perhaps. It is the realm of otherworldly beings communicating to each other.
In card interpretation, it is saying that one should use their three levels of perception, physical sight, mental sight and spiritual sight. Also that a message may be arriving.
I am working on a new project at this end of year. I was very inspired to create a deck of cards called The Cards of Mystery that foretold the afterlife or explained it to me. I was interested also in divination of a more spiritual nature. I found that the best way to do this was to draw my own deck of cards.
By chance I found a book called Introduction to Tarot by Susan Levitt, which is a fantastic full coloured book. I was at a market and thought it might be good to read up, and just found the book. She explains things simply and clearly, which is a style that suits me very well. I like to keep things simple. Through Susan Levitt’s indepth explanations of every element of the picture in the tarot card, I was able to understand more fully the meaning of each card.
I am also inspired very deeply by Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell, the novel by Susanna Clarke. There is a scene in the book which features two magicians Vinculus and Childermass, trying to give each other tarot readings using a deck of The Cards of Marseilles. Which is the ancient or first form of tarot. I think one of the differences in this deck is that the High Priestess, is known as the Female Pope.
The totem for my deck of cards is the raven, which to me represents wisdom, and hidden knowledge, and secrets. the dark figures that traverse the cards are reminiscent of the spiritual side of me. The back of the card is also visible in this picture. It is an artwork showing two bold brush strokes, and a black angel’s wing. the reason for this is that it represents two swords, or conflict, and to strike at the heart of the wing, is to strike at a mystery which flies away, and nails it. That is my explanation for the back of the card, visible in the picture on the left. The magician is featured sitting on a throne, generally meaning to represent magical power which creates success in your endeavours. A raven speaks to him and magical writing lines his clothes. The windows to the afterlife are open, and there is plenty of light.
This picture was painted in watercolour. One of my favourites
This was a drawing that highlights my deepest fears as well as a call to arms. Sometimes I am afraid that serial killers can see me. I don’t know why I have this fear but I do. While I am not a serial killer, I have sharpened instincts and am sensitive and sense other people very easily.
This drawing illuminates the fear I have, this fear of being seen by people with weapons, it is a deep fear inside. Yet on the back of one of the men, are tattooed angel wings.
I am afraid yet unafraid, being in my own seat of power. Psychologically it looks like I have a flute under my left arm, but I choose not to play it. It’s sounds remain hidden.
Sometimes we have an instinct within us, and it can be used for good, and not evil. And as the call to arms of men are seen, they too can choose to fight for good, rather than evil.